Starting my Journey at 30

Reality Strikes…

I miss my unnie…she went home to Philippines for good already :(

nobody to talk to when I came from work :(

nobody will edit KHJ pics for me :(

I have my oppa here, but still unnie is different…

Another year has passed….so let me go back what happened to me for the past one year.
November last year when a fangirl in me started. Im quite shy about it coz i feel im too old for that. But then again, WTH, there’s nothing wrong on liking an actor most especially if he got the talents. Thinking about it…maybe i just wanna divert my mind on something else…coz i really dont have much to do. Well, this fangirling thing made me happy for the past one year. It started with JM De Guzman. I was smitten by his smile & charm in Alyna. He’s the reason i got twitter. He’s the very first person i followed. :) and Lucky enough that i even get a tweetback from him. Not only once but thrice! I was soooo happy everytime i got a tweet from him. And through him i met Hukbong JM. I met many nice people…and that makes me happy with this fangirl thing. It doesnt matter now if i still like the actor, but what matters is the people you met along the way. And those people will always be a part of my life.
Half of the past year, i got charmed by JM & half of the year i got crazy about Kim Hyun Joong. How did it happened? Im such a loser…coz just last year i came to know that kpop & kdrama is fun!!! I started with My Princess…i watched it while i had a vacation in the Philippines last March..then, when i got back here in Dubai, Con fr. HJM said thru twitter that Playful Kiss is nice & nakakakilig so I watched it. Well, i was not yet crazy about KHJ when i watched PK, i totally fell when my office collegue told me that he can sing & dance. So, she told me to watch his perf “Please be nice to me” in youtube & yes, from then on i fell head over heels. So, i really get upset when haters are saying that HJ is just another pretty face..hello!!! The namja got talent! & lots of it! So its not fair to tell he’s just another pretty face!
So, this things made me occupied for the past one year aside from my work. Oh, about my work, this year had been good because i had a promotion last January. Im a title holder already :) Money wise…not that good. Coz my Architect had run away with the bonus i got. He run away without finishing my house. Too bad :( but its just money, i can earn it for another year. The thing that was lost is my trust to other people. So now, ive earn this thinking to give out money, only enough that it will not hurt me even its lost or will not be given back. One thing, im proud that i can use my real name in my social accounts coz im not hiding to people that im accounted for. Its a shame for those people who ran away with their responsibilities…SMH! They will be a shame to their kids upto their grand grandchildren!!!
All in all…last year is so so…Lovelife still no…but im quite happy coz of the fangirling thing..my year just passed like that.
Not thinking or worrying now if i would still find him. I have made other plans now…i want to have Tour. I want to explore the world even on my own.
So another year will start for me…welcome, my 31st year!!!

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